Bishop wrote on Jun 28
th, 2020 at 1:57am:
I'd also advise you to take notice that since your return to the Vault, not one poster, not a single one, has expressed even a scintilla of pleasure or even mild interest in your return here. In fact, when you have been noticed, you have been nothing more than a subject of derision and mockery.
You are the definition of infatuation. Again, psychosis likely. I'm not a licensed therapist, but I'm going to encourage you to talk to someone, whether it's your Rabi, Pope, Allfather, husband, wife, jelking coach, school counselor or 12th grade Summer School Instructor.
Someone that has their head on right needs to guide you.
Edit: Just a thought, have you tried BetterHelp? The girl that pitches it on Facebook looks like Thea Queen. Pretend your name is Oliver when you call and get some help before you fail this forum and more drastically, this life.